thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (Relaxed but Confused)
2010-09-19 01:27 pm

Day Two {for [livejournal.com profile] quitehomoerotic}

Even though she was a bit tired, and more than a bit overwhelmed, Gwen entered the Hub on her second day of work with a certain amount of unexpected optimism.

Sure, she'd inadvertently unleashed a killer onto the streets of Cardiff but she'd sorted it, hadn't she? And the team had come out unscathed and that Captain Jack Harkness had seemed almost pleased with her. While she wouldn't exactly consider her first day a glowing success, it wasn't an absolute failure, either, she thought proudly.

At least, until she slid into her shiny, new work station and saw the note stuck to her computer screen. And her heart sunk a little, and she sighed.



Her mind reeled with all of the reasons Jack might want to see her so early on her first day. Perhaps he'd changed his mind, decided she wasn't a capable second in command. Worse, maybe he thought she wasn't a good fit for the team. Maybe he was just going to cut her loose, send her back to the police which was a horribly embarrassing thought, if not only for the conversation she'd had with Andy the day before.

Bollocks, she needed to call him. She'd do that later, if she remembered... Speaking of remembering, she'd need to avoid Ianto's coffee until after the meeting, in case the post-it was a scam and Jack intended to retcon her straight away.

Instead, Gwen spent her time coming up with justifications for anything Jack might say to her, and before long it was ten til ten, and she'd had quite enough of sitting around labouring over the meaning behind a sodding note. So with a resigned sigh, she plodded up to Jack's office and stood in the doorway, trying her best to not glower as she stared at him.

"You wanted to see me, Jack?"
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (Running with a Child)
2009-11-27 09:49 pm

for [livejournal.com profile] theatrical_muse... Thank you

There's a tattered, leather bound book that sits on her nightstand. No one opens it but her, and even she rarely writes in it. Usually she doesn't think about it, but every now and again, an overwhelming need overcomes her to write down the things she can no longer say. The secrets she no longer has anyone to tell. )


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Cut for length and spoilers for Children of Earth.
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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: #311 - Thank somebody for something.
Verse: Open Verse
Word Count: 461
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (Talking with Jack)
2009-11-11 11:05 pm

from [livejournal.com profile] pi_sparrow

The Pass a Note!Meme



The Rules:

-Pass a note! To another character in your muse's canon, or to someone else's muse!
-It can be text, whipped up in photoshop, done by hand and scanned in, doesn't matter!
-Spread a little love old-school style (no pun intended)

Gwen's note to Jack )
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (Bored)
2009-11-06 08:56 pm

for [livejournal.com profile] muses_gonewild... Quote Prompt

"The brain is a wonderful organ. It starts working the moment you get up in the morning and does not stop until you get into the office."
- Robert Frost


Even on the clearest of Cardiff days, when the wind from the bay hardly chills her bones on the walk towards the Plas and her coffee from the local cafe tastes a bit better than usual, she still knows all that doesn't mean just because she's at work her brain got there, too.

Working for Torchwood has it moments of frustration. Some days, that frustration caps at her inability to locate the "Select All" button on her e-mail before she hits "Delete."

Gwen's Inbox )

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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: Quote from Robert Frost
Verse: Open/Crack
Word Count: 82 + image
Note: Liberties with canon timeline have been taken.
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (Peaceful Concern)
2009-04-26 04:14 pm

for [livejournal.com profile] muses_gonewild... Quote Prompt

"We forfeit three-fourths of ourselves in order to be like other people."
- Arthur Schopenhauer



The gunfire broke the air around them. The spring wind of Cardiff burned Gwen’s nose, tinted with gunpowder, smoke, and the tangy scent of blood. Familiar smells.

She ducked down behind the burned out shell of a car. Jack crouched next to her, shouting orders across the yard at Ianto, most of his orders unnecessary and lost in the gunfire. The team worked like a single entity during these times, moving around each other like water flowing across rocks, parting long enough to do their duties before seamlessly running back together. They were three parts of the same mind, and words, at times, were unneeded.

Gwen popped up from behind the car and fired off her gun before crouching back down. She looked at Jack, and then her eyes roved around looking for the girl. The one that had helped him. She was an alien, of course, but a good one, a lost one, who had warned them against the small invasion that drew near.

The condemned warehouse that had been the meeting place for the small, dangerous band of aliens towered over them, and Gwen’s eyes moved to the door. Six dead bodies littered across the yard. If it hadn’t been for their green blood glinting in the gentle Cardiff sun, Gwen would have thought they were human.

Gwen glimpsed the girl as she slipped into the door of the warehouse. She appeared young, only about sixteen, although she claimed she was much older. She had been posing among humans for years, until she found Torchwood.

Really, she had found Gwen. Outside the Hub, two days before. Jack hadn’t believed the girl at first, but she was gentle and persuasive. Gwen sat with her for hours in the interrogation room, and they drank strong, black coffee that Ianto served them with a dark, foreboding look on his silent face.

They all knew how things would end, she supposed, because things always ended the same way. )

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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: Quote from Arthur Schopenhauer
Verse: Open/Canon
Word Count: 1016
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (Distant Sad Hopless and Alone)
2009-04-20 11:45 pm

For [livejournal.com profile] rude_not_ginger... The Sex Meme

It’s something, Gwen Cooper thought, being a lost child. Always moving, always blown by the wind.

She thought being a Child of Time would fill the void that settled within her, the wound that festered and burned and itched her soul. What was left of her soul, anyway. It was a pathway that had been paved before her, by those greater, those stronger, those he probably loved much, much more. With all she had seen, all she had done, it seemed the next logical step.

A companion. )

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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: Sexual Relations Meme
Verse: Open
Word Count: 677
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (The Look of Love with Rhys)
2009-01-21 12:35 am

for [livejournal.com profile] fandom_muses... Do you trust your friends?

Trust is one of those words that people use, to often, to generally. Like love and loyalty and honesty. Used so often it loses meaning, after a while, because it just rests on your tongue like something you would say to anyone, any day, without thinking about what it really means, without understand the power you have behind being able to say it.

You can’t know what it’s like to trust until you have something to actually entrust with someone. I have a secret like that. One I can’t share with anybody, because it doesn’t matter anymore who I trust.

I trust Jack… with my life. With my heart. With a million other things he probably doesn’t deserve. I trust Ianto, with my well being, to keep me strong. I know I can trust Martha, to be here when Jack rings. He can trust her, so I can too.

I trust the Doctor. Or Sarah Jane Smith. But they aren’t my friends, rather just names I’ve read and faces I know will be there when they are called upon to fight beside us.

I can trust Rhys. Finally. He deserves every little bit I can give him, because he’s part of it now.

Then there is everyone else. Mum, dad, my friends. The girls I knew at college, girls I’ve known most of my life. Andy. Old lovers, new lovers, the lovers in between. I can’t say I trust them. Because if I did, I would tell them, without the threat of worry or retcon or what Jack will say. I have one secret. One pressing, dark, festering bloody secret I can’t tell a single one of them. Who I trust doesn’t matter anymore. It’s about who Torchwood trusts. And I am Torchwood, and Torchwood is me.

I still trust. And I still have friends. But they can’t always be one in same.

It has such power, a word like trust. A power that is no longer mine to control.

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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: Do you trust your friends?
Verse: Open/Canon
Word Count: 329
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (Distant Sad Hopless and Alone)
2009-01-14 11:00 pm

for [livejournal.com profile] muses_gonewild... Misspelled Names

It started as a hiccup in the system, a miss-spelled name.

Gwen Coooper.

“Bloody hell, Ianto,” I barked, hitting the keyboard after my third failed log-on attempt. I was trying to not be angry, to not want to slam the taunting computer screen with my fist, but to no possible avail. I was worried I would start crying. “It’s not letting me do a thing. I can’t log into the damn system.”

Ianto came up behind me, his presence working like a soothing cream across the flashes of anger that surged. I wasn’t sure what to do without him, and Jack. The Hub, once filled with laughter and smite and, yes, sometimes even sex, had faded into an echo of silence. Sometimes, alone at night, I thought I could hear the echo of the weevils crying in the dark. It was like every ghost story come to life.

“What do you mean?” he asked, peering over my shoulder.

“My account has been corrupted,” I replied. “Or… something. I don’t know, it was working fine yesterday.”

He pointed at the screen. “Your name is miss-spelled.”

“I know that. It keeps telling me I need a system administrator password to make changes.”

He cleared his throat. “Well, we can just ask T-” his words seemed to choke in his throat, and my hands stilled carefully over the keyboard.

It wasn’t like him, to forget. It wasn’t like any of us. )

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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: Misspelled Names
Verse: Open/Canon
Word Count: 1195
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (Say What with Jack)
2008-12-28 10:50 pm

for [livejournal.com profile] itsthecoat and [livejournal.com profile] goodathart

A while back I did a meme where people requested certain Gwens to write about. I haven't forgotten about them, I've just been taking my time writing them! So here are two I wrote a while back and simply forgot to post, and there should be more over time.

for [livejournal.com profile] itsthecoat, Playful!Gwen

2 a.m. was the best time for the game.

Overwhelmed with work and rigid on continual cups of coffee, Gwen wandered up behind Jack’s desk where he sat, deep in concentration over a stack of paperwork that couldn’t possibly be getting smaller.

She prepared her fingers, pointing them towards him and took a deep, prepared breath for what was to come. She pounced.

And somehow, he always knew. He spun around, before her fingers could reach their target, and he began to tickle her. She squealed and jumped away, speeding out of the office, listening to his footsteps following her. He would catch her – he always did. That was her favourite part of the game.

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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: Drabble Meme
Verse: Open
Word Count: 116


for [livejournal.com profile] goodathart, Naked!Gwen

“What the bloody hell are you doing in here?”

Gwen leaped, naked, across the room and threw a towel over her body. The Torchwood bathroom was very cold, but an exhausted Gwen had no intention of going back to her flat covered in that day’s lot of alien goo, and put up with the cold for a quick wash. On the other hand, she wasn’t expecting to pop out and find a smirking Captain John Hart.

“Get out!”

John laughed, almost doubled over, and shook his head. “Don’t worry, sweetheart, it’s not like I’m interested, just went through the wrong door.”

“Not on your life!” she shouted. She grabbed her shoe and launched it at his head, missing by about half a metre.

“Definitely not on my life!” He was near hysterics, and paused long enough to wink at her before her headed for the door. She picked up her other shoe and threw it with all her might, watching it bounce against the door soundly as it shut quickly behind him.

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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: Drabble Meme
Verse: Open/Crack
Word Count: 172
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (Distant)
2008-12-28 09:32 pm

for [livejournal.com profile] muses_gonewild... Nobody Gets to Live Life Backward

"Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies." - Ann Landers

Gwen Cooper knew too well what dying felt like. After all, she had died before.

At least, she was pretty sure Suzie had killed her, at least for a moment. But there had only been darkness there, and even now, she refused to believe in the blackness of death.

That was Suzie’s darkness, not her own.

She turned her head and her cheek slapped against cold pavement. She watched thick blood pool from her side, mottled in the dust speckled light streaming through the warehouse. She wanted to scream for Jack and Ianto, but her mouth was too dry, her lips cracked and the tearing pain in every inch of her body was too much to fight through to form words. She tried to detach herself, and concentrated on the way her vision swam, the way her stomach tightened with nausea, the way the musty smell of blood filled her nostrils.

They wouldn’t find her in time; that she was sure of. But to concentrate on anything other than the pain was enough. She realised this must have been how Tosh felt, when the life was drained from her own body. At least she had the warmth of dying in Jack’s arms.

The warehouse stone was cold against her back.

She closed her eyes against the darkness.

***

Owen’s hands were on her. )

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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: 136. "Nobody gets to live life backward. Look ahead, that is where your future lies." - Ann Landers
Verse: Open
Word Count: 1150
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (A Small Smile)
2008-12-24 09:40 pm

Happy Christmas!

Gwen carefully wrapped the presents and too care that they were sent out in time for Christmas. Some were easy to deliver (just plopping them on the desk Christmas Eve before heading back to the flat) and some a little harder (even though intergalactic parcel delivery was becoming much easier, considering her contacts.). Each were wrapped the same, with the same bow, and a tiny card with a personalized note.

To Jack )

To Ianto )

To Owen )

To Katie )

To the Other Doctor )

To Jenny )

To The Doctor )

To The Master )

To Captain John Hart )

To the UNIT People )

The last one she gave next to the lit Christmas tree, in the wee hours of the morning, accompanied with a kiss.

To Rhys )
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (A Small Smile)
2008-12-08 11:09 pm

for [livejournal.com profile] fandom_muses... Arrogance

Arrogance - The best leaders inspire by example. When that's not an option, brute intimidation works pretty well, too.". -Larry Kersten


“No, Rhys, no,” Gwen shook her head, swatting at him, but she couldn’t help but smile.

“Oh, come on, Gwen, it’s bloody brilliant!” Rhys grinned so big Gwen was afraid his face would tear open. “You have to admit, it’s perfect for that Jack of yours.”

“He’s not my Jack,” Gwen muttered, but her smile didn’t falter. “And it’s not funny.”

“It’s hysterical.” He forced the picture into her hands. “Come on, you have to take it in with you. Go on, then!”

Gwen held the picture and gave it a sideways glance. It wasn’t particularly clever, not even overly funny, but she couldn’t help the small swell of satisfaction that Rhys had donated something to her plight. As cheeky as it was, it was a step in Rhys accepting her line of work, and every step brought them closer to understanding each other.

She slipped into the Hub and wandered past Jack and Ianto, hunched over one of the desks. They gave her both a sideways glance and a distracted greeting. She didn’t mind; Jack would figure it out soon enough when he wandered down into the vaults.

After she chose a place on the wall in front of a weevil cage, she hung the picture up and smiled smugly to herself. It seemed appropriate, for the company the photo would keep, and even more appropriate for the situation she found herself in every day. After all, the standard motivational poster one would find in any office didn’t have a place in the confines of Torchwood. They spent their days breaking the rules, and there was no presence to regulate how they did it. Except Jack. And as Rhys said, this was for him.

Gwen grinned to herself and bounced out of the vaults, not giving Janet a second glance. If nothing else, she thought pleasantly, at least Owen would have approved of the new addition hanging in the bowels of the Hub.

To Jack, with love, Gwen )


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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: Arrogance
Verse: Crack/Open
Word Count: 324
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (The Look of Love with Rhys)
2008-11-26 02:56 pm

for [livejournal.com profile] fandom_muses... Quote Prompt

"One explanation of Guenever, for what it is worth, is that she was what they used to call a "real" person. She was not the kind of person who can be fitted away safely under some label or other, as "loyal" or "disloyal" or "self-sacrificing" or "jealous". Sometimes she was loyal and sometimes she was disloyal. She behaved like herself. And there must have been something in this self, some sincerity of heart, or she would not have held two people like Arthur and Lancelot. Like likes like, they say – and at the least they are certain that her men were generous. She must have been generous too. It is difficult to write about a real person." -From The Once and Future King, T.H. White

“A what?”

Jack frowned and crossed his arms. “Exactly what I said. A personal progress interview.”

Gwen stared at him, and crossed her arms in return. “Okay, fine. But you’ve only been back two days, Jack. Can’t we do this another time?”

Jack shook his head. “Requirement, after three months of service.”

She sighed. “It’s only been three months?”

“Yeah,” he laughed. “You’re not getting tired of us yet, are you?”

She didn’t reply. Because she could only think of how she had been tired since Day One. )
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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: Quote from "The Once and Future King"
Verse: Open/Canon
Word Count: 1470
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (Distant)
2008-09-26 12:38 pm

for [livejournal.com profile] justprompts... Five Times You Ran and One Time You Didn't

She remembered being that cold and scared once. She had been sixteen, and her schoolmates talked her into jumping into the bay the day they graduated. Through her uniform the cold of the water seeped as if into her bones and her body seared with an aching fire and no matter how hard she laboured she was certain she would never breathe again.

Gwen felt that way now, over ten years later, shivering against the blow of the wind, the echo of pelting rain against the brim of her hat, her uniform soaked through. And when he looked up, his bright eyes cutting through the fog and the rain, her body seared again with that strange and frigid pain, and she couldn’t breath.

She had heard them talking, the strange group beneath her. Seen what they had done; watched them raise the bleeding, stone cold dead man back to life. And when the man in the coat looked up at her, standing next to the now dead-again man, he caught his gaze with her own and shouted, through the rain.

“What do you think?”

And she couldn’t. Couldn’t think through the fog in her mind, couldn’t breath through the air that hovered frozen around her mouth.

So she did the only thing she could do.

She ran.

***

Rhys’ voice pounded against her ears. )

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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: Five Times You Ran and One Time You Didn’t
Verse: Open/Canon
Word Count: 1350
thecopper: <user site="livejournal.com" user="blinding_echoes"> (Distant)
2008-08-12 02:48 am

for [livejournal.com profile] justprompts... Third wheel

The Cardiff night rests heavily over the city.

The cold whip of the rain trails across Gwen's skin, like an icy finger, like death tickling down the curve of her neck.

She shivers.

The rain washes the streets, the puddles ripple beneath the remaining drops that fall. Ahead of her, Jack and Ianto trot, buried deep in the warmth of their jackets. They lean into one another now and again, brushing their arms together and swerving around puddles.

Gwen struggles against the biting air, and the two figures seem to move further ahead.

She wonders how they feel the absence. For Gwen, there should be footsteps beside her, the overwhelming splash of boots through street water. There should be the shouting of five voices through the rain and night air, all laughing and tripping and joking.

Instead, now and again rises a mutter she can grasp between the two ahead, and a word or two here and there that loses its meaning in the wind.

She says nothing.

They have each other. She has them, sometimes, but mostly it is quiet and lonely, the cups of coffee cooling on the desks and muted whispers across halls. She always sits on the opposite side of the boardroom table from them. It was never deliberate. Just how things worked out.

A splash on the street grabs her attention, and when she looks up, Jack beckons to her. "Come on, Gwen!" he shouts, he smiles, and she smiles back. She trudges through the forming flood, her trainers soaked, her jacket wrapped taut around her body.

He turns back to Ianto, his lips forming lost words.

"I'm coming," she offers, and it is stolen by the wind.

She never quite catches up.

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Muse: Gwen Cooper, Torchwood
Prompt: Third wheel
Verse: Canon/Open
Word Count: 287